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today was a day
Sep. 29th, 2014 10:32 pmToday left me so frustrated and exhausted that I can't even be bothered to complain about it. I'm just drained.
Hoping I can do a little more of my usual library work tomorrow. Not getting my twice a week zen time in the stacks finding books has seriously had an impact on my level of personal peacefulness.
I feel like one of these days I'm just going to not get out of bed. And, yay, that's how the depression started last time. So I'm trying really, really hard to not allow myself to do that again. People laugh at my rules... but without them, I would not be functioning because I'd just be my lazy butt on the couch self all the time. And that's no good. Still, the idea of crawling into bed and hiding there with my comfy pillows and blankets for a couple weeks is pretty damn tempting...
Hoping I can do a little more of my usual library work tomorrow. Not getting my twice a week zen time in the stacks finding books has seriously had an impact on my level of personal peacefulness.
I feel like one of these days I'm just going to not get out of bed. And, yay, that's how the depression started last time. So I'm trying really, really hard to not allow myself to do that again. People laugh at my rules... but without them, I would not be functioning because I'd just be my lazy butt on the couch self all the time. And that's no good. Still, the idea of crawling into bed and hiding there with my comfy pillows and blankets for a couple weeks is pretty damn tempting...
