tarotgal

I woke up and rolled over on the couch this morning at exactly 10:51... just as Mark was dying on ER. I'd never seen his death scene before... I was in tears in seconds once I realized that was it. And then the funeral and... you know... I didn't see the episodes where ELizabeth and Mark grow apart- I saw the one where Emma took some of Rachel's pills- but that's the only one I saw. I'm sort of a little annoyed at her for being so cold to him there. But maybe that's just because I'm on this huge H/C trip and Mark was definitely hurting. And I don't want to use the b-word since I don't know all of it and she was probably really justified and all. But still, she annoyed me there. And now she's going out with two guys at the same time. LOL Things move quickly on ER.

Anyway, it was a very emotional way to wake up. I'm still crying a bit. Man. I have terrible timing. LOL

I had a dream about going to a college for an interview- the college I went to a week ago for the interviews, as it were. Imagine that! LOL I also had a dream of me getting up and getting a cup of water and putting it down on my coffee table. But I didn't do that. Tis very strange. I could have sworn I did, you know? I need dreams that are much less real. These are confusing. LOL!

Okay... tired... might try to sleep a little bit more... I didn't go to bed until a little before 5am, as it turns out.

EDIT: There's a cup of water on my coffee table. Apparently it wasn't a dream after all. LOL I could have sworn it wasn't real, for as real as it felt. I must be a lot more tired than I thought.