tarotgal: (Facepalm)
tarotgal ([personal profile] tarotgal) wrote2012-10-04 02:04 am

Stupid frickin...

Stupid frickin emetophobia.

Finally just came down after a panic attack. Went dizzy from hyperventilating. The only pill I can take in order to keep from throwing up from complications due to having a cold comes in pills so big I can barely swallow them. I'm terrified of swallowing pills because they make me gag and that makes me throw up. How is that fair? I mean, really? Took me 4 tries to get that one down with a panic attack in the middle. Ugh. My body completely SUCKS. Why can't all my medicine just come in shot form?

Now I feel sick AND jumpy. Great.

In other news... I watched the debate.

Then I watched Survivor.

Then I watched Supernatural. Oh, Moose. I don't know how much heartbreak I can take after that episode of Doctor Who and this episode of SPN.

[identity profile] greeneyes-fan.livejournal.com 2012-10-04 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
You know, almost all pills can be chewed or crushed. Some of them don't taste very good, but you chase 'em with a bunch of water and it's OK.